Union with אלוהים

 
 
 
 
 
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Love is as strong as death;
    its jealousy unyielding as the grave.
Love’s flames are vehement flames of fire,
    the very flame of Yah.
Many waters cannot quench love;
    rivers cannot sweep it away.

Intimacy with a Holy God

One woman’s journey of walking with a kind God Who burns with ardent flames of love.

The Bride’s Song of God’s Beauty

My Revelation on the Island of Patmos: Part 3b of 5

The Shulamite represents the Bride of Messiah. The Bride describes 16 attributes of her Beloved God in Song of Songs 5:10-16 depicting why she is lovesick for Him in a time of crisis.

Are you suffering or facing difficulty? In your weakness, worship.

You will ravish Yeshua’s heart, and He will say to you, “Turn your eyes away from Me for they have overcome Me,” Song of Songs 6:5.

(Other Scriptures are used to interpret the poetry in Song of Songs. Prayers are written with each attribute based on Scriptural interpretation.)

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My Revelation on the Island of Patmos: Part 3a of 5

Escaping to the Island of Patmos in 2012, I was desperate to find rest and healing from intensifying trigeminal nerve pains.

The Shulamite’s Song in the Night

When bouts of pain have come, besides Yeshua’s story, the inspirational story of the Shulamite in Song of Songs 5 has comforted me. She too was vexed with an aggregate of afflictions.

The Shulamite, representing the Bride of Messiah (Ephesians 5:22-32), was beckoned into the veil of night by the Lover of her soul.

She arose to be with her Beloved God, and in an unexpected abruptness His presence was gone. She searched diligently and repeatedly cried out His name but to no avail.

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My Revelation on the Island of Patmos: Part 2 of 5

Can I Trust His Heart?

The pulsating electricity, the fiery burn and the spasms in my face ignited a grave desperation. Exhausted from pain, silently I pleaded with my God of mercy to help.

There was only silence, except for a hint of His Spirit saying, “I love you.” I sensed that Yeshua was weeping with me. Hearing these simple words and seeing Him in this intercessory role brought comfort that calmed and quieted my soul.

As beautiful as it was to see this picture of Yeshua, this was not the revelation on the island of Patmos that I had anticipated or wanted. At this point, I just wanted the pain to end.

Waiting for healing, fighting to believe, and enduring a debilitating disease that made me want to detach my head from my body, this is not the life I wanted.

In the throws of bitter suffering I was faced with a critical decision, “Could I trust God’s heart for me and His leadership over my life?”

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